It seem that everyone would go through changes. And there will be no way to avoid it. If its bound to happen. As what is said. Change is a Constant Life is ever changing. Whatever steps you took today affect tomorrow. Everything, every movement you make. Will change for better or worse. Thus always prepare for the sudden change. Always prepare for something unpredictable. Not asking you to be un-optimistic.
For me there is quite a few changes in my life. Somehow because of the surrounding environment. Causes me to take some other steps. Which had indeed take me to today. Of cos there is some changes which I do not take.
1. After retook my GCE 'O' english. Pass it. But never switch over to poly when Im still at ITE.
2. Join the Boys Brigade. This has greatly changes my life. Or to say preventing harmful changes to me.
3. Granddad fall sick. Not only changes to my life. But also to my whole family.
This is some of the major ones which I feel as important. No one will ever know what will the future turn to. Until he took that step or make changes to the step. This is life..
Roger so far..
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Family | Friday, September 22, 2006
From a chain email source: I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye.
But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall. I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. "Are these the flowers you picked for me?" He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue." I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.I love you anyway." I said, "Son, I love you too,and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."
FAMILY Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us ina matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think? So what is behind the story? Do you know what the word FAMILY means? FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU
So treasure the loved ones around you. Never push it to tomorrow to show your love. Cos there might not be any tomorrow. Any harsh word spoken out. Think of the consequences. For the words inflicted are too hard to heal.
Roger so far..
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Good Old Days | Monday, September 18, 2006
After reading Kel's blog. Indeed that was the good old days. Too much ever to be pen down over here. If this blog is ever to continue. It shall also record down the things we ever done.
Some of the photos are the old traditional film type. So I shall scan it in and post it at flicker. Too much of good days we had shared. And of cos the times we 'play' together.
It has been a long time since we had known each other. Namly: Edward (Yu-Hsiang), Terence (Junjie), Kelvin Weili, Hancheng, James and me (Benjamin). Dunno whether to include some other friend of ours. We had known each other since 1992. Some got to know earlier. But we conclude the year as 1993. When James joined the Boys' Brigade. That is how we got together as a group. Back then...
Our weekends were all BB, BB and BB. It seem nothing else. Meet up early in the morning to polish our uniform equipment. To the parade in the noon. And soccer from 5pm to 8. Dinner followed or say supper. Back at home at around 11pm. Goosh dunno why we are tahan. Sunday for some are to church. Be it with vineyard or to St paul. There is sure a group of us together.
Initially before our group was skimmed down to 7 of us. Year by year they left due to interest lost in BB. Yonghe, Dongsheng, Zhichun, Zhiqiang.. blah blah blah.. Thats why the 7 of us got this kind of bonding. True anot you can ask them yourself. Perhaps what I see, say might be wrong.
Night cycling was so common for us. Mt Faber being our favourite spot. For the down part being of much interest to us. Speed, balls and crash was part of what is need to enjoy there. No balls= no speed= no crash. Got it?
Drill competition was one of the reason for scaling down the group. Was involved with this in 1993. When we got to train for weeks after weeks. To get the co-ordination between 18 boys then. Trained for so long, but we only got to perform for 10minutes. Yes its 10 minutes.
Hike competition in 1994 and 1996. 1994 with Hanping, Zhiwei, Dongsheng, Weili, Kelvin and me. 1996 with Weili, Hancheng, James and me not forgetting our dear friend. Who had cause us 20% deduction in points before we ever start the trip. I dunno why before this very trip, got a very strange feeling. So ask Junjie to try calling his house number. Sorry friend, I know I was wrong, I shouldnt doubt my friend. Too bad I was correct. And for the rest of us we were indeed sad to see this. 15th position after 20% deduction. He had spoiled the plans of top 10 finish.
1997 dec combined camp with St Paul. This the time when so much things had happen. Because of miscommunication, misunderstanding. Nearly lose a friend there. That was what I just happen to find out much recently.
2000 before kel n me going to serve our nation. Went over to Hongkong by ourselves. As the rest can make it due the Vitamin M. 2002 Went over to KL with ed, han n james In which the amount we spend is enough for Taiwan. Too bad it had been spent. 2004 A bigger group of us went over to Taiwan. Ed, Kel, Han, Me plus dexing and zhide Some have ways to convert a chinese OS to english. Which till now haven seen it been done. 2005 With Han n colleague went to thailand. Read up 2005 oct, trip is decrible there. 2006 KL/ Genting trip. 1st time driving my car up there. With ed, han and angdao...+++
Perhaps the next trip will be a few years later. Ed propsed Europe. So any other place do leave at the comments.
Meanwhile I had wrote on and this system turn lagging. Thus will add on when there is any recall of memories.
Roger so far..
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Lunch Time | Friday, September 15, 2006
Ever wonder what is the hardest thing during work. To think what to have for lunch later. Most headache job of all. Not wrong that chinatown have lots of nice food. But whats the use. It will bored you eventually. Thats what had been happening
So in the past few weeks, We had been going to places for lunch. With me being the driver. Some of the places that we had went before. 1. Asian Kitchen, Marina Sq 2. Thai Express, Esplande 3. Jack's Place, Bras Bersah 4. Sakae Sushi, Marina Sq 5. Ajitei, Bugis
How about this, for the birthday celebration. 1. Brewerks 2. Seafood Harvest 3. Indonesia Riverside Res. 4. Spring Court
Indeed life at DLS wasnt that bad. Working environment is still very good. Just that the work load at times are too heavy. Thats explain the high turnover rate every year. But come Oct, it shall be the turning point for me. The most I can be at DLS will not exceed 1 year. Thats all guessing. And I shall not have the chance to enjoy liao.. Got to work even harder for myself.
Roger so far..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 7:59 pm
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Overseas | Wednesday, September 13, 2006
The best way to relax oneself. To enjoy the scenery, culture of other country. This will be the easiest way to get away from work. Otherwise a leave at home Will still make you think about your work. Enjoy it while you are still capable in doing so.
For me this year I only went to Genting, Malaysia. So I do not consider it as overseas trip for me. I wanna go some place more interesting, with nice scenery. Perhaps this coming december. I would like to go Thailand again.. But I would also wanna go Taiwan and also Japan. How how how??? So many place I wanna go. But which to go. Shall decide it later
But why do we really wanna go overseas?? 1. For shopping?? most girls would vote for it here. 2. Relaxation. unless to the resorts 3. Scenery of other country 4. The lifestyle of other country 5. Escape from reality 6. Illegal Immigrants. (kinda lame but thats what some are doing) I guess it will differs at different time with different crowds you going with. So who wanna go on a trip with me?? Just inform me.
Roger so far..
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Limits | Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Woah set a limit for myself since sunday. Had went through 36hrs without any sleep.. No worries, Im not stress up. Just that I did a night shift followed by my work. This is how I had clock so much hrs. Woke up 10am on sun. Checkup on my feverish body Went for group discussion Then meet ed, mavis n estee for lunch Went to kopi at Sg post with han, ed n mavis Did my night shift then. End at 8am next morning Went over to work place. Work till 6.30pm Meet Ed for dinner. Went circuit rd for dessert And left at 9.45 Reach home. Slack awhile and its 10. Rest/fall asleep to 1020 Wake up n wash up Play Wow till 12.30am... Sleep till next morning. Thats how I clock 36hrs, counted till 10pm This is my max. So now I need more rest.
But I wanna Wow, Wow, Wow.. Level 32 warrior with another 28 to go. I wanna get it asap. 3days a level I will also need 84days. Which means 3mths later.. Cannot....
Roger so far..
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Bloggers' Blogging | Monday, September 11, 2006
Finally after such a long wait. Wonders does happen at least. Unexpected answer came to place. Nice, good or bad. Sweet, sour or bitter. There could be only one conclusion. This is why we blog...
To share the sweetness of life with everyone. The sour grapes which you cant get. Bitterness of failures in life There is plenty more reasons for one to blog. Thats why I came into blogging. So much things could be share. Believe it anot depends on each individual. Like it anot?? Its for you to know one's feeling. It had became a little for of communication channel. For us to communicate our thoughts, our feeling. Which was hard to be express to others.
With a little intelligence from some experts. We are able to use an online diary form To record down any things we had done. Personnal and yet can put it online for everyone to see. Isnt it better this way. It also encourage people to think and write more. No doubts, creating this little blog of mine. Copying from source, blah blah blah. Was also an exciting thing to do too.
This is why I had started to blog, Same as what some of my buddies had done. Providing info n updates of oneself. Revealing the heartaches and joy. After blogging for more than 1 year. Creating hundred over of entries. Blog whenever possible.. Backdating when times permit. This is why blogging is interesting.
Roger so far..
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Wonders | Friday, September 08, 2006
Wondering what has the world becomes. Wondering what our lifes are for. Wondering the meaning of life. Wondering the creation of life. Wondering why we are created. Wondering why we wondered.
The world had changed. But not the heart of men. We learn to live, Like every other day. Creating each day, For the wonders in us to stay. The meaning of Life, Can be understood this way.
In the world of misery. On the path for me to take. Make or break, I got to live each day. For you, for me. I'm here to stay.
The world of whiners, The song of whines. Whiners are makers, Of losers in time. For what they know, Is to whine and cry. Glorify them, For the whines they made.
Thinking hard on what he done. Make a fuss and nothing was done. Whine and dine, nothing was done. Mockery of him was what we done.
Oh God please do something about it.. For this entry I create wasnt personal. Just wanna make it known, seen or heard. For one should try to work than whine. Work 1st, failed then whine. We will accept it.
After written this entry... Hmm seem so nice. Should try it a little more next time Again half day has pass. Weekends coming, so is IMF.
Roger so far..
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Enjoying | Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Wondering if I had gone insane. The amount of pressure felt was pretty nice. Now with more work to be done. Time indeed flies faster, or as what shuhui has quote: Time disappeared. Well now into the last month of phobation in DLS. At least I had learnt something from the seniors over here. Be it mechanical or electrical. They had indeed widen my knowledge. Life in DLS was not that bad after all. Just that for the miserable pay we are getting home each month. Doesnt really justify the amount of hardwork we got to put in.
For me life in DLS is indeed short. As there may be some little changes in my life. Sooner or Later. Dad's new shop is arriving soon. So got to plan how to co-ordinate 2 shops. With more things on my mind now.. Good.. or had I gone crazy.
Some of the things I need to do by this month. 1. Do 2 IMF duty with team D 2. Complete TP assignment by next saturday 3. To level up my WOW game character from 30 to lvl 40 4. To get back some fitness, IPPT coming 5. Learn more stuffs with the seniors. 6. Get an even better apraisal from my AD. 7. Go for vehicle inspection for lancer 8. Do up plans for Dad's new shop
After writing the above part. Time for my school lesson again. Got to make my way to SIM. Reach there late but still carry on with dinner. In the end class ended late. Still got to rush over to changi, Hc chalet.
Reach there ard 11pm.. Chit chat with Ivy, feelin, mavis, grace n zhide for awhile.. Oh.. Loads of crap indeed from me. Ask Ivy n you shall know. Only for awhile Ivy n feelin got to make a move. So replaced Han for his mahjong game wif... Ed, JJ n Js. It has been a long time since we last played. Not bad at least won alittle money.. Thanks to JJ.. Everytime play together with him most likely can win. Might wonder if we cheat on it. So we left there ard 1.45am. By the time I sleep was ard 2.30
I had failed to notice that I got a sms until 9am. When I had checked my phone. Luckily nothing important or serious. If not I'll blamed myself for not taking a look at it. Sorry....
Okie the daily updates shall end here.. Inspiration entries shall come soon.. Real soon..
Roger so far..
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Interesting Life | Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I bet none of you will ever went thru this kind of life ever. This story seem like fairytale, tragic or even can brand it as joke. Get this clear 1st.. If the contents below had partial affected you. Hereby apologise for the things written. You can just comment it after reading this entry.
Once there was this young girl. Riding on the hope of her father to be someone capable. So was send to learn music, piano. Life had been smooth sailing for her till a tragic game. Whilst going over for a performace accident happen. Ya she was a pillon on the motorbike. It skidded and the bike seem to be like a mess. In order to get her good operation on her hands.
Off she left Singapore for better treatment elsewhere. And her studies seem to be affected. As she had missed a year of study. But dun worry, work hard and with some connections. Things will go well for you.
Imagine you being from other countries. I guess more or less you will know the dialects over there. Even not all but at least some basic communication language. Thats the catch of the day.
With dad having a listed company and by yourself own 10% share Would you go and work for some other company? With both parents as De-Sigher or designer, no one ever knows. Having ridiculous explaination of her life. This should be a fairytale. Living in the world of dreams.
Capable or just another chief-commander of Labrador clan. Or the General of Silso troop 'dao pao' She was able to win off any battle that her opponent can think of. Most of you might be wondering who the hell this great person might be. For one dad to ever give such an expensive gift which will worth 300k. That family must be incrediblely rich. But but but... The life of such doesnt look like what she had describle
Poor taste in dressing - doesnt justify having the genes of 2 designers. Poor character n manner - doesnt justify being the tag of rich girl. Just that the word of mouth seem to be deceiving everyone. Till some of us talk about. Thats why the truth came to light.
Why to some, you may not feel anything at all. Do put yourself in our shoe and you shall experience it. Have the feel of the wonder of Singapore. Too much to put in over here. Just brief facts saying it. Any nice info to add in do say so... Thanks..
Roger so far..
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New Layout | Monday, September 04, 2006
Indeed this layout is much better than the previous one. Still modifications got to be done. Easier said than done. Thats why Im doing still doing it. Wanna add in more stuffs..
Monday nite in class was just, Blogging whilst studying. No choice, the lecturer wasnt here yet. Time check: 7.20 Now at 7.25 he had arrived. Still nothing much has happen. All doing their own things, talking away . 7.26 he started, finally....
Friends who update their blog we will of cos link them up. Unless we miss them out along the way. So Ms M do understand this situation. We do not wish to go in and see the same old stuffs. Tagboard which had gone useless. So yours is considered as Dead Blog as describle by Anthony. What does you mean of good heading or stuffs?? Thanks for reading Ms M.
5th Sept and time do go quite smoothly. Had a meetup with Junjie and Grace at Singpost. With Wengui turning up too. Goosh so long never meet liao. So now can only await for tml chalet then can meet up.
For me life had been quite ok. Still nothing major had happen Still had not met any objective set Shall carry on something else in another entry.
Roger so far..
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