Blogging and Blogging | Wednesday, November 30, 2005
*Blogging and Blogging*
Some might wonder how come Ben had became so free. Nothing better to do liao and just update his Blog. Just entertaining myself by keying in some of my thinking.
1. Real cha lat liao. ->Because my FYP model cannot work now. My pumps cant push the water out to the reservoir. And budget only left with ard $200 liao.
2. Excited in shifting in the new shop. ->Shifting of new shop means nicer look of my dad shop. In which later will become mine, if i were to take over. Hoping to come out with designs which will fully utilise the entire shop space.
3. Cha lat again. ->Week 5 of this term finishing liao and yet i still know nothing. I shouldnt slack anymore if not how to increase the no. of DIST.
4. Cha lat x 3 ->FYP for spinovex got to hand in this fri. got to do a write up of my cannot work project.
5. Sian x 10 ->Wondering who in this world can bring moods to me. Will fate really do a part for me. Fate was something that I had trusted in the past, but nothing had came true for me. Thats y starting to panick Cos I scare that fate might play a fool out of me. So shall i leave mine to fate again.
6. Tired ->Starting to get tired and bored over too much stuffs to ponder about.
This is something which I wants to say for the day. For there is nothing in this world call perfect. Theres bound to be flaw in some areas. So to look for something flawless Dun need to look.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 6:39 pm
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*Construction Of Love*
Relating this profound meaning of Life into the construction of a building. Ways of getting your dream house = your dream girl?? correct me if im wrong in any sense.
In construction. 1.The Client will buy the plot of land for a dream building of his own. 2.Then he will search for an Architectural firm to draft out his dreams. 3.After getting the approvals done up. 4.The construction will commence. 5.1st of all, carry out land survey, know the soil and the surrounding 6.excavate the site to the required level 7.cast in concrete for the foundation 8.erect the column and then the beam. 9.enclose the frame of the building with walls and roof. 10.then lay tiles and the rest of the finishes work to the dream building. 11.do up the external works and clean up of site 12.then to the commission, in which keys will be handed over. 13.moving in the stay. 14.retifying the defects and solving it 15.maintenance period over after 1 year of commissioning 16.once settled and not looking for another plot of land
So is it true in this sense of mine. 1.The guy/girl looking for their options to get someone to be their partner in life. 2.Then to look into 1 particular option that interest them. 3.After weeks of chatting, smsing, dating and feels that its right 4. Serious relationship to start. 5.Get to know him/her better, the good and the bad points. 6.Clear all her doubts. 7.Make her feel secure as the relationship to stand firm and deep. 8.Friends and family bonding between the two 9.Parental acceptance 10.Plans of the beautiful futures to come in. 11.Application of house, registry of marriage and photo shoots 12.ROM day where it became official 13.getting the traditional chinese customaries 14.bits of quarrels and solved within the room 15.getting used to the habits of each other. 16.and they live happily ever after.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 12:17 am
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En blocking.. | Tuesday, November 29, 2005
*En blocking..*
A topic which makes everyone crave for. But when it comes too fast, you feel nuts over it. Wondering what to do. To get the the new selected area Or just to do it at some other place.
Yah.. Sims drive will be gone soon in times of 5 years at most. The hometown where I had grown up at. So I will be shifting once again. Getting the new flat at Boon Keng And the shop too at Boon Keng. So I will be shifting from Simsville over there in 3 years time?? What to do now.. Is to plan.. Planning.. Plans for the new deco of shop Plans for the new flat And plans for the $$$ to work out in the best way. So anyone willing to share this burden with me. I know i always have a great group of buddies out there. Just like any emergency period in your life, they will be there 24hrs Helping you out.. (or just plain thinking of mine) This coming SAT will be the commencement of the first clearout. To empty off the old stuffs pass down from my granddad.
Stay tune for other updates
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 12:45 pm
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*Plans of Life*
This never come easy for any people out there. Making plans down the years in their life. Be it 2 years 5 years or even 10 years down the road. Some people cant seem to see anything out of it.
Yes. To plan for their future, To see what they want in life. So to achieve they target by slowly working towards it.
But but. Even at times when u plan, it might not go as smooth as u C. Failures surface when u cant reach your target set.
Thats why to plan or not to plan. To plan and succeed - you are a winner To plan and failed - you are a loser No plan and succeed - you are just lucky No plan and failed - you are useless.
So wondering why to set goals and make yourself so optimistic in your life.
Set the impossibles as dreams and just live your life to the fullest. Leave no regrets for what you had done. Chances came then just grab and take. Never ever To procrastinate and dun hope for a next better one. For this very world dun live for you. Once gone, no turning back
Plan and plan for my future. which only some had came true. But a whole chunk never ever came. Making promises and living with it. Slacking in class once again without any respect. Perhaps im just living with a silver spoon. Or just shouldering the burdens of debts which will be falling upon me. For now i shall pen off this PLAN OF LIFE. to make some serious plans for my life once again. To do sums rights and ensuring no more failure in Every parts of my life. Live it to the fullest. And thats the way.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 12:25 pm
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Tastes of Life | Monday, November 28, 2005
*Tastes of Life*
For the past few months, my life have been injected with tastes..
1. Sweet- Times of chatting, smsing and even going out together bring the sweetness of my very life. Happy and joyful in receiving every little msg sent.
2. Sour- Feeling bits of jealously at times when theres another player looking to comes in.
3. Spicy- For causing the tears to drop.
4. Bitterness- Of fate didnt came for me.....
See the taste of life had actually brought in much joys n sorrow All had came and left with a broken heart left to fix. Will the one please bring along super glue to Fix up this very heart of mine. Had been wondering.. When had I became. So emotional.. Life still has to go on. Even though promises Had been made all this while. But seeming hard to come true.. Why, why had I became this way.. Changing from mood to moodless creature again.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 6:57 pm
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Lonely Days | Saturday, November 26, 2005
*Lonely Days*
Once again there wouldnt be any project for me liao. However my heart still doesnt wanna give it up. I guess this shall be the hardest thing in my very life. Some of the hardest stuffs arn't that difficult to forget. But I dunno why this had been pondering me for days. So for those who read my little blog, dun nid to ask liao. Dun worry, Im okie friends, just awaiting for my fate. Die le, dunno why getting more emotional liao..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 1:53 am
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Fate. | Tuesday, November 22, 2005
*Fate*
What is it all about? When I thought it came but it just went away. What has really happen When will I really see my fate to come. Wondering and wondering Why this thing will happen to me. When Im prepared to go all out Which caused me to trip and fall.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 8:10 pm
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Long Marathon | Monday, November 21, 2005
*Long Marathon*
I guess it shall be the longest marathon which i will ever take on. It will take me at least a year to complete this distance set by , the official. The 1 and only. 3 weeks of warm up session then to 3 weeks of stage 2 warm up. Finally I got the chance to start my run. This very run started on the Wed and I could barely start my run, cos its just a mere 25 min slow jog. Wondering if I got any good start. Finally got a chance to sprint downhill, which is only a kopi and hokkien mee time. but its a real precious time for me then. Then went for for a longer sprint, which also lasted for only a while of movie, music lounge. Another sprint for a session of kopi and chit chat at YD. then just normal jog along the street of loneliness and finally abit of downhill again. a same chit chat session at YD then normal jog again. how long can a shopping session last for a downhill and again back to normal jog again. then next few times of worrying competitors overtaking me. What to do.. for an runner making his debut run.
how i wish to take up this run years ago if not for any set back. 1. going to NS so dun dare to commit. 2. mind is still on the previous sprint that i took before. 3. hoping for more options 4. my friend had run before this race. Then the very next year, found that the run had closed and so got to wait for another day to come.
Finally after a few applications for the run. Approval had been granted. But dunno why theres a few hurldes to clear.
At time running too hard and started to pant abit cos thinking of ending this run early from all competitors but I cant. Cos I fell, cramp and even pulled my hamstring and im barely jog a km. It really hurt my heart cos feeling this race would be all over for me. Really hope for a morale booster from the official. This official had given red and yellow card to some fellow competitors, but dunno why always feeling there will be a black horse chasing in.
Thats why....
Only 3 times of short sprint upslope. Then..
Today again felt a slight pull of muscle on the tight. becos of thinking to have a hard run up the slope.
Whocares.. Im going to carry on with this race of when i can only be crown for the title next year in dec. C a long run rite...
But the hurting part is the official to ask me taking part in other races too, which I really dun wish to.
what to do, my supporters please show me any way. I want to run this race with faith but it isnt enough. Am I too obsessed now in only thinking to win this race of my life. Confidence start to run low.. but still having to pace back my breath. I know that there will not be any shortcut route to win this race of mine.
So I will just hope for my little chance to come and faith for me to run this race confidence to overcome obstacles and all skills to finish this race.
Thanks pal for reading U will be wondering how come Ben had become like this Cos I hope I can be crowned the title for this race by the official. Bo pian this might be only the motivation factor for me. Very fast a few weeks of preparation for this race, it already been about 3 months le and i had not even finish my 1st KM.
So I dun not wish to be pressured into completing this race fast. Cos I really hope something of mine can help me win this race even though it will be a very long 1 for me.
Crazy rite for me nothing to do and write all these stuffs. cos putting it in my heart makes me feel terrible. I had already had my misses during my life from sec sch till ite to ns n poly now. So I do not wish history to repeat again for my misery
Is it that I had causes misery in someone life, which led me to suffer in sorrows and pain now.
I dun mind sharing out here le...
1997- sec 4, like a girl, but dilly dally missed the chance and which she died a few months lata. 1997- combined camp, 2 friends like 1 girl, in the end both never get. 1998-the one during christmas, dunno why i back off. theres a few more created chances from friends but dunno why i backed off gradually maybe always feeling im anit good enough. okie this is roughly what i had forgo.
And may my background theme represent what i wish to do.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 2:30 am
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*Wondering*
What can I do? Wwhen I dunno what I can do. I think I got to wait for before I can do.
What to do? When its something which I dunno how to do. Helpless thinking and pondering on what I can do, Is driving me crazy each day before I could do.
Waiting shall be the only option I can do. Before someone say I do I do. I really hope for hints for what I can I do.
Opening up my option is not I wish to Do. Of course I feel SAD when Im told to Do. Come on please teach me what to Do.
Nothing to Do, So wrote this Do. For people to wonder what they can Do. If theres solution to the I Do, Please solve for me the I Do.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 12:08 am
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A summary of events | Wednesday, November 02, 2005
*A summary of events*
Had been lazy to log in and update my blog everyday after the last log in. Cos had been busy with lotsa stuffs. After coming back from Thailand on the Tuesday, 11 oct Its all fyp all the way. Eric dinner on 21 Oct at Grand Hyatt Alex ROM on 24 or 25?? at Goodwood Park. Die forget the dates liao. Then some of the activities will not disclose here le. It will be kept in another diary of mine. Now start the last n final semester of mine in SP liao. Going to graduate very soon.
So stay tune for my updates, will be doing it more regularly le.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 8:23 pm
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