Onwards for December | Thursday, November 29, 2007
November is about to finish. December is on the way. Still here am I. All by myself.. Blogging here..
Kinda let myself down. Cos I simply cant focus well. Still pinning for something, Unachievable. Which let me down with more pain.
Sometimes I wondered. If the path I chosen is correct. Making my own life tougher. Or should I simply need not need to. Cos the harder you try. The harder you will fail. For the expectations is there in place.
Feeling tired at times. Some times, so lost. Thus immerse myself with cycling. 2007 is ending. So hoping 2008 will be a better year for me.
What I had planned for 2007. Well I think I didnt accomplish much. Still all alone, By myself for new year eve.
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Come to think of 2007. Still isnt a very bad year for me. Went overseas 4 times. 2 by air, 2 by sea. As at 28nov..
Celebrating Bday at BKK. Completed my Semester 3 at SIM-RMIT Courted 1 girl but fail badly. Cycle nearly every sat whenever possible. Computed system upgrade. Car accident happen. Cash flow not as strong.
Looking forward for a new year. A new place to stay. A new luck to come in place. Am I that luckless in that area?? Or Im just not that good. New year come fast....
Roger so far.. Cos SY said so..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 2:25 am
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Cycling Week | Sunday, November 18, 2007
Well... Will be cycling for the upcoming week. Nearly everyday possible. As the event start from monday 19/11/2007.
For a start, It shall be a trip to Pulau Ubin. Which I cant make it there. So Junjie is there to replace me.
Day 2, Tampines Trail. Off-road...
Day 3 to 5, Bintan cycling. Another 3 days of R&R
Then back to Singapore... And nite cycling for Saturday.
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Anyway, Cycle and get paid.. How to get.. So get to play and get paid. Go ahead and do it.. Will updates the fotos for this trip later.
Bicycleshop meanwhile doing quite well.. Soon will come out with more things.. Just only a few months there. Already starting to get messy. Got to do 1 major clean up soon.
Sem 4 coming soon.. And the timetable was like.. Can die from exhaustion.. Got to think of a topic for my thesis soon. Headache...
Side-line for measurement work.. Heehee got this kinda of lobangs. Mean more cash in for me. So many ways to earn a little more. Just depend on yourself. I guess in 3 weeks, Will be able to complete it with my sis. I think this can be considered as free-lance. Anyway, Im trained in it. So why not use it. This shall be an additional add-on for my resume. When I want to be back to the construction line.
Still now.. Im still missing the.. someone... WHY??? WHy?? WhY?
Roger so far.. Cos SY said so..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 10:33 pm
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Missing... | Thursday, November 15, 2007
Miss.. Misses... Near Misses.. Missing..
Simply to say.. Misses You..
Its simply too hard to forget. Thus you misses.. Its simply too hard to discard. Too hard.. Too hard..
Song: Always on My Mind Singer: Elvis Presley
Maybe i didn't treat you Quite as good as i should have Maybe i didn't love you Quite as often as i could have Little things i should have said and done I just never took the time
You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe i didn't hold you All those lonely, lonely times And i guess i never told you I'm so happy that you're mine If i make you feel second best Girl, i'm sorry i was blind
You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Little things i should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You are always on my mind You are always on my mind
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I know, I know... Blogging and blogging... What else can I do.. The only form of channel.. For me to let out what I wanna say..
I know, I know.. Sometimes I blog too much.. Say too much things. But all I can say.. Its right deep down in my heart..
I know, I know.. I had been a very bad guy.. Trying to get something not possible.. What can I do.. When my heart tells me to do so.
I know, I know.. There will be more hard work ahead.. When more customers coming over.. When NTUC opens just beside you.. Hands will be too busy to rest.
I know, I know.. Determination and humbleness.. Will bring me through, More obstacles in life. Whenever hard, believe in myself.
I know, I know.. I want many many things. But it wont appear overnite. So I wait work and wait.. Patiently, I mean.
I know, I know... Am I really that bad?? Am I someone who can give trust?? Am I someone who can just like anyone?? Am I, am I..
I know, I know.. I will be going back.. Back to construction line once again. Well, it just depends on when.. And see where to go to..
Roger so far.. Cos SY said so..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 12:22 am
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When will my life turn better?? | Wednesday, November 07, 2007
How to define good life?
How to make a good life better??
How to achieve the best thing during lifetime???
How?? How?? How??
The part of my life which still eludes me... Still I cant find.. Simply no luck in this part of life. I guess after getting this piece of puzzle up. My life can say to be of a complete picture. I just dunno why.. Why I always just cant get it right.
My plan, my aim. Which yet to fulfil or come true. Will be doing hard for it..
Now my mountain bike is more or less up. Now in search for more kakis to ride along. Dun worry... Not a fast ride.. Just casual and leisure cycling. To burn off some fats on the waist. Speed: Ard 25km.. Time: 9.30pm.. every saturday.
So what is the best thing for me in my life. Im just Greedy... I just want the best possible for anything to everything. But dunno why.. Sometimes not everything can be the best. Thats y.. When something had meet your expectations. Den just go ahead without fear.
My life.. My life...
Roger so far.. Cos SY said so..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 1:27 am
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Into November | Tuesday, November 06, 2007
So fast.. So fast..
Time has pass.. October has left. November in place. Here am I, Blogging once again.. With the Joy I might have. With the Pain I shall share. All from the bottom of my heart.
With this kinda start off.. Can I, myself really share my feelings here. No no.. I shouldnt.. I had never stop blogging.. Just sharing my own feeling on another blog. For only to someone to view.
Well.... well.... I know myself anit any God or Saint. Damn it.. It just doesnt pay to be kind. But.. but.. At least something had touch my heart. My friends or to say my buddies.
For those who really know me. You know who you are. Shall not elaborate too much here.
How about something like this... Lets give thanks to the hot saturday sun. Which melts our bloods.. With push-ups, sit-ups and running up and down. With kiri and kanan, Yes and No Sir. We went on.. and survived. The bonds are there. (woah...), this how we came to be friends..
Cycled, cycle and cycling. For those who had cycled and not doing now.. For those who want to cycle and.. For those who are still cycling.. You are welcome to join me and friends.. Every saturday nite. 9.30pm @ blk5 Upp Boon Keng Rd.
Exams are over.. But not assignment. 1 more to go.. but shouldnt be a big problem. So now left Sem 4 and 5 to go...
Business had been going better. So I do feel much more better. But meanwhile Im still having quite a good life. Thats why Im going bintan again this month end. Paid to go cycling... What a nice side line to do. Doing business is big money. And that comes with big stress too. At days you can hunt for mosquito. Or you can be busy like bees...
But one thing for sure... If you got no attitude in doing your work.. Then please dont show your pathetic face.. You are just a God damn LOSER.... Got it..
Roger so far?? Cos SY said so..
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