Wrongful Decisions makes Me today | Thursday, May 29, 2014
Happen to see this draft which was created 8 years ago but I never post!!
Below are what has written then..
I guess nobody ever get all his decisions right.
In the 26 years of my life.
In so many times I got to make one.
Which changes the path of my life.
Big or small you just got to make.
Wrong ones just grind your teeth and pull it through
Before another chance for you to decide come to place.
Way back to 1992 when I took my PSLE.
Make a wrongful decision, thinking that it will be easier than the prelims.
Thus never really study real hard for it.
So only managed to scrape into the express stream in Woodsville.
Instead of Tanjong Katong which I had a high chance to go to.
End 1993. Back from TKD lesson.
Saw Granddad seem like not feeling well.
Should have bring him to the doctors that very nite.
Cos the stroke really struck him hard the next day.
Which is a Sat and Im still at BB enjoying.
Ever since his health worsen day by day.
Then when Im in sec 3..
I was all wrong again to enjoy all my afternoon playing soccer.
Which result in repeating one year in it.
Always trying to use intelligence to overcome hardwork.
That was why I did badly in my GCE 'O' again
Which then in 1995.
I had to choose between The Boys' Brigade and TKD.
Bearing in mind.
Cpl in The Boys' Brigade.
Taking my black belt in just the next grading.
Luckily I miss the good chance of doing TKD as sports.
But increase my knowledge in stuffs from BB..
So this decision had came right..
For it build on and I get my set of Real Friends.
1997 once again use intelligence over hardwork.
So never really did well for it.
And off I go to ITE TP in 1998.
This year also result in a death of my fellow school mate.
Just around 2 months to our 'O' levels.
She happen to fall and die after a few days of struggle in hospital.
To be honest.
She the type of girl I'm looking for.
If I had pull out my guts then..
She might be still alive here..
1998 got involved in a relationship..
After which I decided to end it.
Because of my friend who seem to be interested in her also.
So I decided to end it.
As my friend seem to be drifting apart.
A decision which was neither right nor wrong.
Its either I got the girl or still have my friend.
Cos in the end, my friend also do not have it.
Guess that I had made the right choice by giving it up.
(this is too long to write here, want to know ask me)
End 1998.
This time is with another girl.
I believe there my indeciviseness caused it once again.
And now no more of any chance liao.
1999, I had the chance for poly.
But I choose to carry on in ITE
Ended here.. perhaps I should write on??
Hmmm.. let me think about it..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 1:50 am
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