It seems that everyday are of no more excitement for me. No more looking forward to 9pm to make fone calls. No more catching up with drama series telecast on channel 55 No more of so many things. It seems that life indeed getting bored as we grew older. Perhaps I need more kick in my life once again.
As days pass, Some date drew nearer. What should I do if you were me. Send a gift? Send a card? Send a Sms or dun bother about it. Anyway whatever I were to send. There bound to be different meanings behind it. Anyway shall not elaborate on it. Feel free to ask me if you want to know the meaning behind.
Sometimes men are indeed hard to understand. Putting my working date till 3rd April was to get much rest. But having to slack for so long. I feel real sian, how I wish I should start earlier.
Sometimes I indeed feel tried sometime restless. No more bounds of energy to keep me going. Nothing was able to push me on once again. Seem aimless and at time useless. And I also dunno why. No more inspiration coming from anyway.
Day by Day. Time after Time. Heart Dies Off.
Give me some Aims, Objective, Targets, Projects. Let me look forward something. Show me something. Let me experience something. That I had never ever tried. What a bold decision I had embarked. Perhaps a little lost while writing these few lines
Graduation Dnd, yet no one in my class in support of it. It seems that the passion had dies off. Or the price is unbearable. How I wish Im alittle rich. To subsidise some cost out of it. Too bad, Im still living in a HDB so no choice.
Another 2 weeks for me to rest and help out in shop Better make good use of the time. Once gone it will never return for you. Treasure it.
To think that I actually wrote this at 3.30am. I must be crazy, nothing better to do. Eyes drying. Due to the cosy enviroment Im in now. Dunno why still dun wanna stop. Yearning to write somemore. I think I shall rest my hardworking brain cells. Rest my weary eyes and working fingers. Most importantly my feelings, my heart and soul. Otherwise there will not be feelings into the blogs I write. Just like the previous post. Unwillingly and half-hearted in writing. Wrote nothing special on it.
Roger so far... Awaiting for..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 3:07 am
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