It has been a week pass new year. How time flies.. It has been a week that my sms had gone down. Since then I had stop my msg to someone. Indeed it was a struggle up front. Just to stop smsing her since downgraded from calling her.
It seems that the world has come to an end for me. But now I'm starting to glue back the bits and pieces of my world. No matter how carefully I mend back the pieces. Theres already cracks in it. Any saviours out there willing to mend the broken world for me.
Cos at 1st I tot I would e the saviour of someone. However I was deeply wrong. The way to save oneself is by your own. If you cant get pass the barrier you will always be there. I was never able to lift up the barrier for someone. I was of no where near. So in the end, I failed as what I thought of becoming. A saviour for someone.
Dun worry, Im ok.. I still have to get on with my life. Just guess that I will remain single. Anyway it has been for the past so many years.. What so bad been single. I just worry about myself. I can show care and concern to all people. My bills will be much cheaper.. My heart will not be a mess... Life will be much simpler.... Live, sleep and eat by myself..... Not bad what..
Come on Ben... Dun kid yourself... How you wish you can have someone... > To celebrate the V.day with. > Be with you in times of troubles. > To share your happiness > Of cos being part of your life.
Too bad.... Life still lives on friends... However Ben is still standing tall.
Roger so far..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 9:51 pm
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