Dear friends, As stated above. I request for a month. A month of not contacting someone and see hows the feeling like. I know it will be hard. But at least I will know if she is the correct one for me. That is why Im doing it now then later. I want to see if my feelings for her is true. So at least I will know my wait for her will not go wasted. I know her feelings for her ex was so deep. That the scar left there will be everlasting. He is someone whom she had give her whole heart to. Thus it might take very very long time for her wounds to heal. That why I would like to step back abit.
To reaccess my feelings for her. Ever watch the Heavenly sword and dragon sabre? I would want to know if my feelings for her is what. Zhang Wuji is to Zhao Min. The kind of love, where one guy will Be willing to die for the other party. Or perhaps my feeling for her maybe what Zhang Wuji have for: Zhu-er, Xiao zhao or even Zhi ruo.
Cool right, Write feelings can also link to this story. Of cos if my feelings were to be of the same to Zhao Min. I would be there for her. That will be up to her to decide then. If she decided to give up this faithful guy of me then. Then perhaps I will decide what I would do then.
Back to 2nd Jan. Did nothing much. Mahjong at Jj place from 0001 hrs to 0630 hrs Breakfeast from 0645 to 0730 Sleep 0800 to 1200 1230 to 1500 at shop 1501 to 1530 lunch 1600 to 1630 waiting. 1645 to 1800 view cars. then dinner at katong laksa. Game of Risk at my place. and final whistle.
Roger so far.
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 12:14 am
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