Down to the final week of the FYP deadline. If cant finish it by this friday. We will be putting our head on the chopping board. Now for my group left with just report and testing. Once completed, we will be waiting for Spinnovex. What is so good to achieve so many things. And there will not be anyone sharing the joy with you. It will seem to be ZERO.
Today got back 2 results for my term test. 79 and 60 So how about the other 4 papers.. Dunno how well I can score for the others. Who cares right. 3hrs of revision only. Can get this kind of results good enough liao. Even though I hope to get better results. But I cant. Cannot concentrate at that time. I had let my feelings overrun my mind. Thats why cannot focus much.
Today being the start of my last and final term in SP. Went to sleep most of the time in lecture. Basically no strength to study. Dunno why.. Perhaps my morale booster had gone?? So I got to recover my own strength again.
Just another 8 more weeks. And I will be graduating. Just get the correct results and go off. Most likely I will not stay on DLS for a long time. Cos the new shop for Dad will be coming soon. Another decision I got to make n take. How I wish I can speak to someone on it. This decision Im going to make will affect greatly on me. So will the someone advise me...
Why is this world changing so much. That makes everyone so hard to be understood.
Feelings towards each other should be natural. It shouldnt be created. However when there isnt any chance to be natural. Then chances should be created for feelings.
Woah what am I writing. Rubbish again. Awaiting for someone to online. Just to come and see my blog. WLL or TGG. Which is wait long long or 'tan gu gu' Nevermind. I will post what I wanted to post. Not totally meant for the someone.
I never know that I can be so emotional at times. Nobody seem to know it. Hard stern look with soft heart in it. Bo pian lah.. Im Ben what. Im still a human with a heart. And its easiest way to drag me down.
For the past 25 years and about 4 months. I had never ever been to gentle to anyone before. Then the someone had cause this change. Super soft tone on fone. Showing care and concern. Never in my world, that I can become so gentle. Haha..
What the use of being a great nice guy. Dun smoke.. so what.. Dun drink.. so what.. Dun gamble.. so what.. Dun flirt.. so what.. Being a nice guy doesnt guarantee happy ending. So why want to become a 100% nice guy. If you will not have a happy ending. How about.. Smoke till lungs turn black Drink till liver spoil. Gamble till bankrupt. Flirt till Aids.. haha lame.. Im not saying that, not able to have a happy ending. Then proceed with these harmful activities Then it will be very wrong to do so.
So. shall stop all this crap and do my report now. If not I will be putting my head on the chopping board. Will not write anymore on feelings stuffs. Just plain topics..
Roger so far..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 4:47 pm
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