Merry Christmas Everyone | Saturday, December 24, 2005
*Merry Christmas Everyone*
Write this up 1st before forgetting to wish everyone. Yeah its Christmas once again. Another time of giving and sharing. Bought 2 gifts, one for her and other for the $15 gift. Will be heading towards estee's house soon. For the pink christmas celebration. However its raining now. So I shall stay on to blog.
Zodiac Signs
Does zodiac signs really have similarities to oneself. I do greatly agree with it. For me Im in the Taurus. Stubborn, I agree... An raging bull when provoke, I agree... Family man, artisitc fellow just to name a few..
Stubborness at times may cause people to fail. However for me looking into this topic. I would not say im stubborn, Im just too focus on getting the things right, Thus never wanting to hear any advice from anyone.
Temper of cos I can well control it. Unless theres anyone who provokes me to the limit. Then I say too sorry for you. You sure get F%&@ by me. So never ever push me to the limit.
This is Ben in the Taurus zodiac.
Feeling Tired..
I dunno why my energy level is getting lower. FYP model still not up yet with just 2 weeks to go. Dying off soon.. So many things need to think... So many things to plan... So will someone save me... My smoke bomb has used finished... Cant smoke people anymore... Perhaps tireness causes all these... Come on Ben wake up... Telling myself to wake up...
But how... How I wish my energy booster is around. Just a short chat can prolong my life, My smile and everything I does...
My prayer to GOD Dear God, Do bless me with the strength once again. Give me the powers to heal one's heart. Give me time to prove LOVE. Give me strength to shelter her from danger. Give me vision to look far ahead. Give me an anchor do drop it down her heart. However if these still fail. GOD, Then give me a knife to stab my heart. Give me glue to seals the cracks. For this heart of mine wont get hurt by others. Cos she will be the one I would only cry and die for. No one else will change the place. Nothing will ever change the impact she had on me.
Dont laugh and dont joke about it. Just a simple guy wanting a simple girl to know about this. Perhaps its just the confidence Im lacking in. I got no beliefs in myself and I dunno why. Please God lift up any curse cast upon me. Guide me through this road Im taking. I know its tough and I willing to take. No matter how long I got to walk. How many holes I got to fall, I still be walking. With faith in my heart, Just awaiting for someone's heart to be melted.
Oops this story forget to post. So posting it now. Before writing on another..
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DeviLbiker 3:16 at 2:43 pm
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